She – Part 1
“I am a very simple person,
Who go crazy for simple things, small happiness,
May be a butterfly, a drop of rain, a small bit of song,
A simple smile, a cloudy sunset, a white flower
May be the reason why I can’t meet high expectations
Yet I am happy for what I am
I am not going to change for anyone🦋🦋”
“Now,
Time to shift from sunsets to sunrises 💕🤗
Tints are same,
Appearances are same,
But both are different✨😉”
#Positivity
“My words may not speak the truth
But my actions speak
I don’t like showoffs
Just do what makes me feel happy
By giving you support
When u really need.
Lucky are you
If you manage to decode me.
Not every one is not like me
And bad luck again,
This whole world falls for expressions”
“I simply do things which make me happy,
And most times, it’s to make someone else happy”
“I am an overthinking person, who always take journeys, keeping in my mind about destination, where I reach, where is the end…. So, unless I am not sure about destination, I may not enjoy the journey. It depends!!!”
“Immersed herself in a trance
She is dancing in ecstasy
Listening to some pleasant tune
Heard in distance”
“I am an introvert
Who may appear extrovert 😉
I have fixed a door
Into the chaotic world of my own craziness,
Silence and much more beyond definitions.
If I have opened that door for you
You are special♥️💫🦋🦋”
“Once born a little flower,
Pure white, full of innocence
Its petals filled with dew drops
She had everyone till she grew up
Everyone love & cared her
But after a point of time
Everybody stopped caring…
Those petals which were once filled with dew drops
Now teardrops became more visible
Slowly she learnt to condense those teardrops,
Hated herself
Hated living
Then came one stranger, a gentle breeze
He loved her like nobody else can
He cared,
He understood like nobody else can
He took away all those condensed tears
Brought her dewdrops instead,
From wherever he can,
To fill her heart with life once again
To fill her heart with innocence once again
And she blossomed once again🌼🌼🌼”
“Whatever you think about me, interpret about me or going to tell others is not going to change what am I or who I will be. It’s me, simply!”
“I am Neelakurinji, whose beauty others notice, when fully blossom only!!! Once in a Jupiter year!!”
“Silent failures are ok…
I don’t want to show it to others
And please them that way.
I like smiling faces a lot
But not those smiling –
At the cost of my failures,
Seeing me broken”
“I swim because I can’t fly
I swim in an ocean without water”
“If I meet 18- year old self and allowed to say only three words, I
It would be “Keep secrets yourself””
“Spring sprinkled numerous colours on her –
When it passed by
With autumn, those shades turned deeper
And started falling.
By the end of chilling winter,
Even the last leaf was lost.
She is still in wait of next monsoon
For the sprouts to come again”
“I have no space for people in my life,
Who fix timetables to talk to me😏😏”
“It’s my battle all alone”
#Fact
“Sometimes I have to ignore I am broken inside,
So that I can move forward”
“My wings are ruptured badly
Yet I will take off with the dawn some day.
May I be a little slow
May it takes a little time more.”
“A new journey has just begun towards the point of acceptance”
“To those who are always busy,
Slowly started learning
To pretend to be busy”
“I let go my people when I am convinced, that gives them the real happiness….when I am fully convinced they are finding excuses to stay away. No questions, no explanations and a silent retreat….Literally nothing!!”
“I swim because I can’t fly
I swim in an ocean without water”
“How many times will I wear and tear my mind?”
“Even if aware,
This path may lead to destruction,
Not possible to turn back
Just going with the time”
“I am simply a piece of poetry
You may know me
Or may not”
“My love rains in different forms
Sometimes I rain as monsoon
Only a single tune, intense or slow
Without accompanies
Sometimes I turn October rain
Accompanied by thunder and lightening
Sometimes I appear as white clouds
And never rain
Sometimes I show my gloomy face
Like dark clouds
And go without raining
Sometimes I turn summer rain
To pour as consoling friend
When you miss me
I may come as drizzle
Rain has so many shades
So am I
I can drench you the way I feel
If I start pouring as rain,
I will drench you completely in my craziness
Come close thinking twice
I may pour at day
I may pour at night
I may pour day and night
And even during nightfalls
And morning sunshines
My craziness has no limitations
My shades are infinite
So am I 💃💃💃⛈️🌦️”
“It was just a colourful tale in a single line for all of them.
But it was her everything”
#She
“Want to fly like a pappus flower
In a world no one recognizes”
“I am on a self-destruction path
Don’t call me back”
“She always failed to connect her dreams with real world”
“I am Neelakurinji, whose beauty others notice, when fully blossom only!!! Once in a Jupiter year!!💜💜”
“Why should you give them an explanation about your personal life and decisions when it’s nothing to do with them?”
“My problem is I accept the people the way they are, even forgetting their flaws. But the problem is, once I accepted them, I erase all boundaries & freely allow them in, & get hurt by the way it finally leads to. Then think, I have done too much, much more than what they deserved”
“When I love people, I erase all boundaries
And in most cases,
They take advantage
To interfere too much, to hurt too much.
I won’t prefer to take revenge or anything else
Sometimes fail to respond too.
Simply leave it to god as always
To judge and do the need some”
“She loves black colour with tints of blue” #Meera
“Dream to take birth as bird & fly in blue skies”
“Now I have set my own boundaries because I want to find myself again”
“Wish I get one more timeline
Where I can live as I wish”
“Want to create my own space where my solitude and dreams can freely co-exist”
“I turn a lonely cloud in search of vast skies often,
When silence finds thousands of excuses to react”
“I may not bury memories easily
I may sow seeds in between.
Some dry in droughts
While some others become sapling
And spread into big trees
With the change of seasons”
“Somewhere in the rainbow
My true colours are hidden”
“After transforming myself, one after another,
Going through different acts of pains and sufferings,
I want to be reborn as a blue butterfly,
Spread my wings & fly up to heights, touching new skies”
“Some of the roles I played in real life,
I was not acting.
I was living in those characters, forgetting myself,
In belief, I won’t get caught”
“Though I can’t flow like a river
I often condense like dew.
Though I can’t pour like rain always
I carry undercurrents like oceans”
“Stars appear brighter on new moon days than full moon days or days of transition….
Similarly, there are many people who appear more happy and pleasant on their darkest days than brighter ones”
“My mind is a fully opened book
To those very close to heart
Who keep it safe & sealed,
And remains closed book to others,
Giving access to book cover only😝😛🏃♀️”
“I just love trees with broken branches, felled trunks too, though don’t know the reason why”
“A part of night, its moon and a little bit of stars always stay inside me, glowing like glowworm”
“Most of my journeys have all been all alone!”
“I should run away long before from those who start to run away from me”
“I try my best before I finally give up
Because I hate regrets”
“You kept waiting for me till I turn perfect,
Fitting into you perfectly
And with my broken parts,
Slowly I sailed away from you
To fix myself, all alone🍁💃💃”
“Looking at my own rain drops
To find where am I standing right now
And I can see rainbows and springs
Flowering in those colourless drops”
“My journey has always been alone
Hidden from everyone
Through my own chosen paths….
Through fields
Through stars
And through everything
Which bind me with nature”
“My smiles are my invisible scars
Given by many, addressed by none”
“Many of your wins are my lost battles, which I intentionally lost for you people, not to hurt anyone. You can boast your success. You can call me a loser. You can call me a idiot or fool. You can disrespect me. But it was always my heart which you lost forever”
#ForMyHaters 😆
“Don’t get too comfortable
Seeing my failures
A day will come when I will change my path,
Rise as a phoenix,
And move to a new world
Embracing new happiness
Because not everyone fit into my story always
Time always change
If today it’s yours
Why can’t tomorrow be mine?
*Only for all my haters💃”
“I am not that kind of person who strictly believe in making rules, being perfectly disciplined and all. Life is not all about living in a forced gravity or circle. Leave the pressure, let a few things be of less order, never mind. Admit a few mistakes too and find fun in them as well”
“Beneath the stars in the deep valley
She kept something precious sometime back
Hidden from everyone
In hope,
When she revisits the valley next time
She will take it back
That day mist showered everywhere
This day too,
Perhaps to make her remember
About the hidden treasure”
“When I give something
I give with whole heart🤗❤️
Not half, not less than one-quarter
Or little bit greater than three-quarter😉😝”
“Sometimes we need to turn stubborn
Just to prove, at least to ourselves,
Our side is right”
“Even today,
There are many night falls within my soul
Which have never set.
They are still blinking inside me
Like stars of night skies”
“Sometimes I can’t understand myself
Mind will be full of unsolved riddles
Waiting for ridiculous answers too”
“I don’t want people in my life, who show light from distance but never come near”
“I have always healed myself throughout all my problems.
It has only strengthened me to let go things easily,
Forgive, though I never forget
Only problem is I never cared about my happiness.”
“I am not like seasons
Which keep changing
I am not like seasons
Which come and go
If I leave,
It’s not easy to bring me back”
“Nishagandhi and Neelakurinji are specially reserved for me😉
You can search jasmine, rose or any other flower if you want🤗😂”
“For every walk
For every decision
She has been all alone
It made her strong only,
Not weak
Made her less-expecting
Made her self sufficient
And what she expect least now is
Support!!”
“I was all alone,
Yesterday and today.
Nothing changes
Yesterday and today”
“Your first battle fighting alone is always memorable”
“She has been walking aimless till now
Now her each step, each walk is a decision made.
Yes, time is changing”
“Sometimes moon may go dim,
Clouds can hide her too
Sometimes she rains
She can shine different in different days
Yet everything will be ok
She has got a few smiling stars around
She has learnt to take care of herself”
“Lost in a chaotic world of birds, butterflies
And their sounds
Finding myself once again,
Close to nature🌿🌾🌺🌈🦋💃”
“I may be bright like a blossomed rose whole day
May turn queen of the night too,
Which withers at day hours
Yet my feelings remain the same, pure as white
If I fade at day,I may bloom at night
Sending you more love than usual
To keep you warm in my safe hugs”
#NishaGandhi
“I write what comes to my mind
Not necessarily if someone else asks for it
I own full freedom over my words
It’s my world, only my right”
“Keep some spaces secret and never give access to anyone” – Self care
“If I talk to you during my bad times or bad mood
It doesn’t mean I am ok
It doesn’t mean I am comfortable to talk with everyone.
It simply means, I am ok for the moments when I talk with you”
“My scars are same as those of moon
They help me to shine differently like moon”
“Biggest correction I made in my life in the recent times is to trust my intuitions, if it’s strong & repetitive, and fully ignore others’ words with negativity. Lately I realized most people will drag you down, as they are more concerned about their satisfaction, not my happiness”
“This star will stay in sky
Forgetting her woes
And will smile in moonlight
Only she wants is a supporting hand
To hold her
If ever she breaks down to fall✨💥🌠”
“I want to make my heaven in clouds,
Far away, hidden from everyone.
Not many will be happy
Seeing me rebuild myself,
Slowly healing
Or build another version of me,
Where I can feel better of myself
And also, take care of everyone around me”
“I miss me at many places”
“I can’t intentionally hurt anyone,
Not even those who destroyed me
Not even those who laugh at my failures
Then how can I hurt people I love,
Those who are important to me?
I simply walk away from lives,
Who I can’t adjust,
Whose actions I can’t tolerate
Why to fight & prove
I am just like them?”
“Why to prove to others, to be one among them,
When I am different?”
“I dream to transplant myself from spaces
Where fertilizers are given to negligence only
And from those spaces where
I am not watered enough,
Though I blossom pouring my tears.
Want to transplant myself from spaces
Where there is no longer anyone
To wake me from exhausted dreams”
“I am a boat caught in the tide of time
Now trying to find some shore.
Before another wave comes and
Take me to deep seas,
I want to reach some shore,
Where waves can’t reach”
“You needed someone without scars and flaws🍁🍁
Without knowing,
My beauty lies in my flaws
I glow inside my scars💥💥”
“I don’t like to be recognized by others. I am comfortable walking alone”
“I am a bit of lyrics
In search of a tune”
“I prefer to became a dark cloud hated by everyone for its black face, rather than a white cloud with less qualities except external beauty. At least I can pour as rain for someone. Maybe I am lonely, maybe I am hated. Yet that’s what make me unique. That’s ‘I am'”
“I don’t care any more,
Who supports me, who not!!!
I want to follow my heart only”
“I asked my eyes to stay awake
I made her promise too
But when sleep came in the evening
She forgot my promise”
“A shift from green💚 to blue and black with tints of blue”
“It’s me and my pains
Which opened new shores of oceans before me”
“Maybe I am generous
Maybe I remain cool
Maybe many took me for granted
It doesn’t mean, I will remain so always.
The moment you people break my threshold,
It will be the end of everything!
Literally everything!!!!”
“Another trip
Once again for a solitary rain cloud.
I know I can’t return to the sky
Last hope is this foaming river
Don’t want to join anyone there either.
I should flow as a single drop lazily,
Without knowing the direction
Without touching shores
Without duties,
Free from all bonds”
“You may call me ‘I am not flexible’
Yes, you are right
But,
Only after I fix myself in something
Because I can’t stand with wrong to please others
Can’t take brainless decisions too🤯😷
But that’s what I made of💃💃”
“She found herself in the lost woods,
Where she lost her path once”
“She is a deep ocean in condensed form,
Holding gallons of love like water for many eras
In hope, she will find someone some day
To share her love drops & empty herself”
“Some days I pour heavy
Some days I may drizzle only
Some days I turn white cloud
But always reserve moist drops in my heart
Waiting for the moment
To transfer myself to the raining dark cloud”
“One of the biggest corrections I have made in my life in the recent times is to trust my intuitions, if it’s strong & repetitive, and fully ignore others’ words with negativity. Lately I realized most people will drag you down, as they are more concerned about their satisfaction, not my happiness”
“My journey has been not easy so far,
Not an easy road for everyone
Still, I survived”
“I have always fought alone
Till this point,
Though not sure
If I have win this battle or not,
And I will never stop💃💃”
“It’s me and my pains
Which opened new shores of oceans before me
And I don’t fear storms anymore”
“She is all alone today,
In thoughts, in reality
And she loves it”
“My scars which I never tried to explain anyone
They make me
Some people understood
Some acted understood
Yet I never tried to explain hard”
“There are many invisible shades in my rainbow
Which I never show anyone
Some shades are read,
But some people at
Different points of time,
While some others….. NEVER!”
“Most times I fail to respond to whoever treats me bad
Rather I use that energy to convert them to words,
Not to use against them,
But to cool me inside”
“I accept humiliations of only those, who I believe a part of me, even at the cost of self respect & I may do it repeatedly too, even after knowing I am being taken granted and I may not get the same thing back. “
#TrueLove
“Invisible shades in my rainbow are infinite”
“Most times my anger and sadness converge as a single emotion in tears”
“Now I am an ocean deprived of tides, fully silent”
“Most of my life changing moments happened in October, both happy and sad🔥
Always accompanied by rain😂😓”
“When I give something
I give with whole heart
Not half, not less than one-quarter
Or little bit greater than three-quarter”
“Crowd is not comfortable to everyone”
“Oceans are raining in her tears
She didn’t ask anybody its reasons too
Unknown fears
Unknown sorrows
Silent sobs
And everything that remain
Buried in her deep silence & sweet smiles”
“Pleasing others,
We earn nothing at end, but can loss a lot
Please yourself, and
Let them go who can’t accept you for being real💃💃”
“As silent as lake,
Or as roaring as seas,
I keep flowing always
To some unknown destination,
Where wind guides me.
I never stand still
Keep going with the flow.
I never keep anything bad in heart
Carry nothing along with me too”
“Someone needn’t be absolutely flawless to remain in my friends’ list. Anyone with pure intentions, who is genuinely happy for the happiness of others always find way straight into my heart”
She was not born an orphan
But she lost all carings after a point of time
She chained herself into a shell of solitude
And fully enjoyed freedom inside it.
Her desires, sorrows & dreams,
No one really bothered
She flew inside her cage all alone
Seeking happiness & pleasure
One day, all of a sudden,
A window opened with a beam of light
There her eyes met with another soul,
Sharing a story similar to hers
Their hearts met in the infinity
And the souls talked
And she found her long lost-
Missing part in that soul….
Today she tries to break her cage,
Her comfort zone
To rise up as a phoenix.
Who knows,
She touches the sky someday or not!!!”
“Looking at my own rain drops
To find where am I standing right now
And I can see rainbows and springs
Flowering in those colourless drops🌈💥💫”
“Each chapter of my life book itself is filled with 1000 unheard tales and unsaid words, so many twists but colourful and entertaining”
“Silent failures are ok…
I don’t want to show it to others
And please them that way.
I like smiling faces a lot
But not those smiling –
At the cost of my failures,
Seeing me broken”
“People with good character, humbleness & loving heart impress me more than high status, money and fame. People with a combo of high IQ & sense of humor catch my attention spontaneously, as it’s rare to see both these features together in same person. Philosophy & craziness come in bonus😂”
“Just trying to hold me together, all alone
Sometimes, we need to fight our battles, all alone”
“I always give preference to happiness of my loved ones, more than mine, and always desire to get them best. Still, I think the same. I have only unconditionally loved everyone, and it will remain intact always. Always given less importance to my happiness than others”
“When I love people, I erase all boundaries
And in most cases,
They take advantage
To interfere too much, to hurt too much.
I won’t prefer to take revenge or anything else
Sometimes fail to respond too.
Simply leave it to god as always
To judge and do the need some”
“My dark skies devoid of stars💫✨
And filled with dark clouds
It won’t outpour as well
Instead will smolder and diminish forever,
And who cares!!!”
“Why should you give them an explanation about your personal life and decisions when it’s nothing to do with them?”
“Shades are always there…
Hidden from everyone”
“It’s not easy to forgive those who acted trustful & stabbed from back. Yet sometimes I feel to give them a chance, and may interact to know if they changed attitude. Such relations are toxic if they smile in their hearts seeing you in pain, not a single drop of empathy & they loss my last chance of forgiveness”
“Whenever I paused pain for a while to enjoy beauty and happiness, fate returned it with double pain for a prolonged time, and left me with scars unhealed for a lifetime. Now those scars form infinite shining stars in my night skies, whose access I have denied to everyone “
“I want to make my heaven in clouds,
Far away, hidden from everyone.
Not many will be happy
Seeing me rebuild myself,
Slowly healing
Or build another version of me,
Where I can feel better of myself
And also, take care of everyone around me”
“I miss me at many places”
“She was not sure, the extended life of a few years, can it bring some surprise packages to her life, or is it only an extension of ‘death sentence’.”
“If these visible rainbows colors
Are only bubbles, just like a dream
Let no one wake me up from this trance
& Let me die in the lap of this beautiful dream forever
Without hurting anyone,
Without letting know anyone”
“Sometimes you need to isolate yourself from others to prove yourself, not to the outer world which humiliated you in terms of social status, fame and money, but to yourself, so that you can stand with them with your head high. That’s called self respect”
“I can take the form of a drop and hide inside💧
Or pour as rain with thunder and lightening🌩️
It depends🤗”
“I surrender myself as a prisoner to all those who I love”
“I always hold back my broken tears
Sometimes, they define me too”
“I am perfect single
No need of someone to complete me
I am blessed with treasures beyond measure”
“How many times I have seen my life reconstructing and wrecking in front of my eyes, so close!!!”
“I am the lines that fell out of nowhere
In search of an unheard tune…..”
“I may not tweet pleasing everyone.
Some want me to tweet harsh,
Some want me to tweet soft.
Reality is,
I tweet what comes to my mind at that point of time.
My freedom of expression😤😤
My emotions🤗🤗
So am I…
I don’t comment on how others tweet too🙂”
“Alone…
Vulnerable…
Still strong”
Vulnerable…
Still strong”
“My broken wings shine best
Because
They make who I am”
Because
They make who I am”
“Night,
Stars,
Moon,
Dark Clouds,
Nishagandhi
And
Everything with a tint of blue & black
And shades in between
My love addictions & crazy things💃💃”
Stars,
Moon,
Dark Clouds,
Nishagandhi
And
Everything with a tint of blue & black
And shades in between
My love addictions & crazy things💃💃”
“My thoughts have the depth of those dark clouds
Condensed with rain, but not poured yet”
Image source: Pixabay
Also read: She – Part 2
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