Meera’s Thoughts – English Quotes (Part 4)

These quotes originally belong to my translations of my Malayalam novel titled – Mattoru Meerayaay, which literally means ……. As Another Meera . Read first part here, second part here,  and third part here

“Sometimes I fail to understand how I manage to overcome a bad situation every time & remain cool. Is it because of my mental strength to withstand everything or is it because my mind still busy struggling to fix those events somewhere, comparing with others?”

“I remain silent. It doesn’t mean my heart doesn’t speak” #Meera 💕💕💜💜

“How long can we pretend?”

“It has been a hard time for me always

When you make me remember every time
From that moment
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To this moment♾♾♾♾
I never owned a special place in your heart 💔”
#21 #Hari #Meera 💕💕💜💜
 
“You never tried to understand my side of your story

You never knew my story💜

Perhaps never ever💔”

“One should believe he is healed. It can be a compromise. Yes, it works many times”

The moment I felt my mind can’t hold it anymore, I was to express everything. But was forced to hide it again the next moment, and the journey between those two moments was not easy!! How many times I experienced this journey!!!”

Feeling loneliness in the presence of someone who took it away from me once before💔”

Oh God, while I was ‘living’ in this world, for something I asked you heartbroken, why such a test in life? For what mistake? But how the events took a twist very soon, that question looks so weird for me now. Feel like laughing now. Future is so unpredictable”🌪️🥲

The day till you manage to forget all worries and give more importance to happiness only, Nothing can destroy your peaceful life, joy and happiness”

Sometimes our prayers are heard later. By that time, we might have changed our prayers too. But what to do, those wishes asked first get fulfilled, before the latest ones reach there”

Is there any truth behind falling stars? Can they fulfill our wishes?🌠🌠”

She didn’t pretend she knows nothing”

How much it hurts when the person who you believe understands you most, disbelieves your words and asks proofs, when you are willing to believe anything blindfolded he/she says!!”

“I was slowly settling with the new space and gifted dreams🦋🌈 Yesterday only I confirmed and told stars, I want it for a lifetime. Please don’t take it away from me ✨✨. But……..😭 “

How will you exactly feel like,

When you start loving life more than ever before

And the next moment, it’s snatched away from you?”

When she starts talking, tears start rolling in his eyes. His eyes will be stuck on hers telling a lot. She failed every time to understand and he failed every time to transform to words💔”

“How can I give my frozen heart to someone?💔

An alive person?
Confused Meera😔😔”
 
She thought for a moment……
‘There is no one to receive me'”
 
I lost him as a friend 💔. Missed it, right from beginning!” #Abhi
 
I wish I die in one of those moments …..
When I hold my breath,
To capture those moments
And make them prisoners forever”
 
Yes, love is still there. But its life breathe has gone”
 
I didn’t have any expectations at that point of time. But definitely owned a few moments”
 
Singing a lullaby for love right now”
 
When the love you once put to sleep, returns back so unexpected, it brings storms and hurricanes also, enough to destroy you completely💔🌪️”
 
It takes just one moment of foolishness to lose all dreams💔✨”
 
Moments count more than years and eras”
 
Her shyness & joy got expressed as laughs, as she failed to control herself.
“Stop laughing”
For a moment she turned silent with the harsh reply. 
Her mind still had not waken from that beautiful dream.
She took much time to settle in silence
And she never smiled again”
 
Slowly her smile started fading from her face and soul”
 
We often assume, ‘Yes, there is lot of time. I shall make everything right’. Truth is that, it’s often a fake coin fate throws in front of us to trick us to commit mistakes” #Illusion 
 
Is she blaming me? Did I commit anything wrong?”
 
It was my assumption, she will understand everything slowly, which backfired me. She never thought beyond my words or read my thoughts.”
 
She never thought beyond my words!!!💔”
 
I just knocked his hand and walked away without looking at him.
That moment
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Was the end of everything I was holding with me till then❣️💔”
 
My heart was beyond repair!!”
 

“After that moment,

I never cried like normal humans do….
Maybe I gained more mental strength
Or I lost it forever”

Most people never think out of the box. Why do they think, if I didn’t get it, how can someone else get; Impossible!! Keep such negative people at bay. Poor Meera🥺😢”

I couldn’t simply act more. Otherwise I would have kept your friendship for a lifetime, as you wished”💜💜
 
Heavy mind; Untold words; Unheard words 🔥🔥”

She unloaded her heavy mind every night in the world of stars and moon, and the next day, a new beginning as always”

Heavy heart blocks both words and tears.
Sleep brings short breaks.
But when waken up in morning,
For the first few moments,
It’s something like a battle fought,
To bring grip to mind again and restore it.
Yes, Meera is reborn again as usual –
For one more day” 💜🖤😊
 

“You could have fixed everything in a few moments

My broken heart, broken dreams,
Shattered present and everything
But you never tried.
You were more broken than me
Then how can you fix my heart?💔😔
No complaints 🙌”
#Hari #Meera ♥️♥️💜💜
 
You couldn’t tell my presence hurt you
And I failed to tell I want your presence only”
 
Every night I wished it should never end
Used to stay awake till late hours as much as I can.
I was not sure, if whatever I hold till now
Will remain next day or not.
Tomorrow I can loss everything forever!
I wished time clock stopped here!
Literally I died every night!”
 

A hasty decision that ruined two hearts💔😔”

When you live in the shadow of someone
You loss your power of reasoning
Your thinking power will be shielded by someone else
And you loss your freedom in your decision making process”
 
When she took rebirth in a moment
She forgot her past.
Past can turn an illusion in a matter of few moments.”
 
To lose his love and faith in love in a few moments was much more than her heart could ever accept”
 
I couldn’t ever own those moments
But never thought I will lose forever
Every moment I felt like losing
I hold my breath,
To capture those moments
And make them prisoners forever”
 
When she reached home
It was darkness everywhere
She felt like it’s scaring her.
The darkness that spread around that time
Marked the first dark hour of her life
The night which she wrote the first heartbreaking lines”
 
The moments when I feel shrinking like a rosary pea
In front of both
No words to explain the emotions running in mind.
I go fully numb in a distant ray of hope,
At least one of them can decode my silence!!”
 
Performing duties as obligatories
Otherwise I am frozen long time back
What remains now is only
The last reminiscence of life!!!”
 
You taught me not to expect anything in life. Now you see its consequences too😕”
 
How can you search your lost dreams in me and claim to find it?”
 
We talked for long than usual. It was for the first time we interacted for long hours. Yet I can’t find why I couldn’t find happiness, in his presence for the first time”
 
They talked more. But distance also grew more.”
 
“I told you that day itself, broken glass can never be restored. I can’t forget everything or my problems will never be solved. Only positive thing happened is, I got mental peace” #Hari #Meera
 
Distance between hearts starts at the point where words reach nightfall”
 
I believe you can understand what I told” #Untold #Hari #Meera
 
The moment I noticed, he starting knowing the growing distance between we two……”
 
“Distance between sky and earth equals the distance between old Meera and new ♾♾. It doesn’t mean, sky is better or earth. Simply, both belong to two worlds. Same is the case of Meera too🤗🤗❣️❣️”
 
The unknown fear that one-minute silence can rip you apart and remove your mask. 
One of the rare definitions of #Noise” 🔥
 
She thought for a moment,
He never told anything
Maybe he repaid everything through his silence”
 
If you manage to remain silent and calm, time gives answers to many of your questions. But not sure if, those answers are relevant with present situation, and if it can help you some way”
 
When fear becomes your only true companion🔥”
 
“Why didn’t he come to talk to me as usual?
After yesterday’s incident,
Is he doubting me now?”
Her mind hesitated to talk to him,
Her eyes hesitated to look into his eyes
And her mind got stuck in worries so unexpected”
 
Deep cracks always appear deep inside
Hard to notice by anyone”
 
We can’t put a sudden break to mind and its travel space. If it’s done, it breaks into thousand pieces. Allow it to travel a little more distance in same direction. And give it a little more time to cope up with new situation.”
 

“Time sometimes put you in a very dangerous situation, where you can’t come close or go far from someone🔥♾😔.

A state of mind where you are not so close or far away too, or no idea to which direction you should move. An endless corridor!!!👀😌”
 

“The moment I realized I was chasing shadows💜🖤

I turned back and started walking
Yes, I glimpsed once
But never thought of taking the same path again🌪️🔥💥”
 
“I was numb
You were normal
But the silence path connecting us,exchanged
1000s of untold words in the hurricane,
Between us.
You lost nothing in that single word
But I lost myself forever in a world unknown till then,
Searching for that silent path to re-establish connection”
 
Do you know your single word destroyed me and shattered my life forever?”
 
“How will you feel like, when you wish something without any expectation, and suddenly your mind crosses all limits and you can’t survive without that dream, but your thoughts and dreams are fully controlled by someone else, who doesn’t see any ray of hope for fulfillment of your wish?”
 

“Two rebirths in just three days. How can a human being survive??

As another Meera💫💫 “
 
“If the listener can’t connect with the words you try to communicate, it’s like constructing a mansion on the top of sea waves 🌊🌊. No grip at all”
 

“Years can or cannot determine bonds, but moments definitely can💫♾🤗”

“Will be left a few things to say

However hard we try to tell everything”
 
I was proved right, I was proved wrong too. Oh God, show some mercy at least this time. I don’t want same repetitions. I have already seen it once 💔😔”
 
Repetitions of same kind of emotions. How is it possible? Speechless”
 
Mind tangled in some unknown depression and pain”
 
I know the pain of isolation”
 

“Finally settling in a decision taking time

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And
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Forced to take decision in one moment
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Can make vast difference”
 
“”If I try to withstand this pain also, it’s easily possible for me. But I have decided not to”
Keep some dreams to yourself🦋🦋 “
 
“Ya, I am seeing changes in people now”
She felt like those were hidden arrows, directly hitting and piercing her heart”
 
I saw him completely breaking down in front of me. Yet I couldn’t do anything💔😔. It happened in repetitions”
 
Did he misunderstand that I pretended unaware, when he expressed everything before me? Did he feel exactly the same I felt a few days back? If so his heart might have completely shattered like mine and I am helpless💔”
 
Many thoughts started whirling in her mind together in high speed without any break 🌪️♾”
 
Mind gets a little peace only when I give a little hope to my heart”
 
Time advised me to keep distance from everyone. The day my heart failed to listen that advice, it was punished. Why couldn’t my heart keep distance from him?🌪️♾”
 
Did my negativity affect him also? Why he changed so much?”
 
She started forgetting the days when he used to happily talk with him….. Its memories too”
 
Yes, love is still there. But its life breathe is gone”
 
Now I can’t feel his presence as before😔”
 
Everything is still there as before. But looks like everything turned lifeless”
 

“How I survived each day

No one can even make a wild guess😌😌”
 
“How many night falls have shed like this? How many more?”
 
Why have I every time discussed my thoughts and dreams with someone who has always pulled me down with her negativity? What was I trying to prove?”
 
“Tears got condensed in different hidden corners of heart, adding weight to it. It took many years to evaporate them in the heat of rolling tears😪”
 
“The heartbreaking moments when you feel everything deeply affecting heart are to end meaningless💔💔. No words to explain its silent breaking inside!!!
 
“To hurt someone by showing love to another is a form of enjoyment as well as revenge to many🔥”
 
“Abhi realized for the first time, Meera’s mind is not responding to her words”
 
“The moments when his breaths gently touched her 💕💕💫✨🌪️”
 
“Two nights she spent staying awake under moon and stars✨💫💕”
 
“Distressing thoughts started suffocating her and she felt difficult in breathing. Her heart turned heavier as time passed by🔥😌”
 
“The moment when I desired not to love…..✨💕”
 

“He started drifting more from her.

It was much more than the distance she deliberately kept between the two💔😪”
 
“It’s easy to take a decision if mind fixes either ‘Yes’ or ‘No’. But when her beliefs shifted between the two like an oscillating pendulum in repetition, her mind was swept away by illusion and thoughts and it always struggled to find a grip somewhere”
 
“If all these sufferings belong to me only, it’s ok, I would have adjusted somehow. But my mind says, my actions hurt him also; a feeling that I am responsible for his sufferings. And that’s not acceptable to me.”
 

“As distance between two hearts increases

Slowly they turn strangers”
 
To adjust with both happiness and sadness, we need a little time”
 
When you try to hide everything in a moment, how will you get time to think so many things?”
 
“When she got happiness for two days, it explodes in a moment & the heavy mind of those two days attacked her together. If the comfort is for 1 week, then what coming is a hurricane.🌪️Slowly she started fearing even small comforts and happiness”
 
Problems can be solved only if the source is identified”
 
The loneliness of silent corners and corridors couldn’t comfort her……
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Even the loneliness too!!”
 
Two hearts grew apart till they turned strangers”
 
To run away from memories
I took rebirth everyday
But what to do
Each day reborn, brought me back –
To the same maze of illusion”
 
If there is true love & bonding between two, a third person is not needed to make the other person let it know. Love is perfect when loving hearts understand the true emotions. The day you try to convince a third person about emotions of two hearts, you are lost. You will lose your love too💔”
 
Why did I always try to convince her, I am in love? Why did I always try to convince her, he is in love with me? Was it really needed? I failed me and my love at least a thousand times 🥲 #MistakesMade “
 
I hope we meet as strangers again
And start everything from zero❣️❣️”
 
When your mind is healthy enough to give your answers, why should you rely on someone else? Listen patiently to what your mind says, and what your thoughts are trying to communicate with you❤✨”
 
Till now I believed whatever you told, never argued with you. Never did anything against your wish. But now, my belief is more important than anything. Let it be right or wrong, I don’t care anymore”
 
Is it a game? Why do you want to win over me? Either win or loss, both of us should be in same side, right? How can you win by failing (defeating) me?”
 
It’s nothing short of a disaster, you have infinite questions to ask, yet never get an opportunity to do so, though you strongly hoped so💔”
 
Why he never ever attempted to read me? Still an unsolved puzzle”
 
You could have asked my decision at least once. But you never did it! Instead you believed yours is mine too or it’s only the right.”
 
Why are you still competing with someone who has totally failed, broken and shattered for you only?”
 

“Why can’t you give at least 1% consideration you give 2 her? Do you really win by hurting & neglecting me like this? Is it your style of revenging someone who is completely defeated?🔥😕

Ok, carry on till you get satisfaction & joy
Just 1 question, if I do the same how will u react?😐”
 
What she was trying is to search and find happiness in his presence, while spending time together and to gather a few good memories before they part. But both these distanced from her every time. Good moments (and happiness) is not proportional to total time being together”
 
“When you talk about friendship as if nothing has happened between us, I think about my misfortune where I didn’t get chance to tell the truth, when you misunderstood me, hated and distanced me. Yes, you are not a part of my today. Still I am worried, I need to act as I used to be, till my last breath goes out.”  #20 #Meera 
 

“I never tried to run away from you

You never tried to come close to me
That makes you and me totally different”
 

“It’s after a long time……

She didn’t want to give rest to those gifted tears.
If this volcano won’t erupt, let it cool a little bit.
Will somebody notice it, she didn’t care that moment.
Tears can also do a lot of duties, of course.
#CourageToCry
 
“When she was blessed with tears for first time, she started losing her frozen heart and pain started slowly affecting her. She didn’t feel ashamed of crying for the first time and continued crying, thinking about all bitter moments till then😂”
 

“True love is not happiness always….

Sometimes it bleeds and go untold & unnoticed♥️♥️😪”
 
When calculations go totally wrong, she feels to laugh like nothing”
 
“A feel of relief when someone blow fire of hope from finished ashes✨😌🌪️”
 
How can someone hurt you by hurting himself?”
 
Every time you ask him, I strongly feel he won’t reveal anything. Yet feel a glimmer of hope if he says something, ….. at least a word. I know, if it happens I will get some grip in the atmosphere where I am struggling right now. And in that single hopeful moment I forget everything”
 
You measured me with your mental status. That’s where you went wrong”
 
“You should have waited a little more. A little patience from your side would have granted a heaven of dreams to me🦋🦋🌈”
 
“From that moment
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To this moment
You never owned my special place in heart 💓” #Meera
 
“Each moment in infinite loops when you make me remember
I never owned a special place in your heart💔
Each moment in infinite loops when I am forced to make you believe
You never owned my special place in heart💔💔”
 
Sometimes a single ‘YES’ gives happiness and relief which thousands of words together can’t bring♾♾”
 

“Sometimes heart fail to gain strength to listen,

Even though it’s quite sure the words are positive💕💕✨💫”
 
“Her mind got so scared that she stopped listening everything around”
 

“She cried and cried aloud deep inside her heart,

In relief, nobody can notice her sobbing”
 
“She started feeling pain inside, after time granted her tears after a long interval. Till then, it was a heavy heart only, puzzled with countess questions”
 
“You can allow your mind to fly like a kite wherever you want. But don’t forget to keep the end of its string in your hand.”
 
“When heart starts to unload weight, pain gets loaded into it slowly 😐”
 

“At any cost, I can’t loss that freedom

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Freedom of friendship”
 
“I don’t have infinite good moments to remember”
 
“Am I too good that if a boy comes close, he can’t keep pure friendship relationship with me? Should I take it as compliment?”
 
“The feel of separation affects heart only if you feel close to someone. When you intentionally keep distance from everyone, killing your emotions, pain of separation is comparatively less” 
 
“”I have a lot of friends. But the one who I can make fool most easily is you, Meera”❣️❣️ #Hari “
 

“I know, retakes are not possible in real life. Yet I really wish each person be given one chance to revert an action done in past. Perhaps it can change everything

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Literally everything🤗❣️❣️”
 
“Words once told can’t be taken back. But smart people know how to take back promises, given through words”
 
The way you appeared today literally broke my heart. Infinite thoughts running in mind 💜💔 #Hari “
 
“How long can I pretend I didn’t notice? #Missing #Bond “
 
“It’s one of the worst stages of mind where it can’t respond to events happening around, both sad and happiness, figure out the reasons ‘why’ and confused in thoughts, “Am I happy?”, “Am I sad?”, “Why am I not happy?”, “Why am I not sad?” like others or as I was before♾♾”
 

“I mastered myself to hide me inside –

The deep corridors of my heart
But when I see you searching me –
I fail to resist myself from coming out💕💕”
 

“I never lost it…

Freedom of friendship ♾♾”
 
“How can the most meaningful chapters of life end meaningless!!!”
 

“Same May Feelings💓💓

#Gulmohar #Rain 💕💕”
 
When I fail to express myself
How can you express my emotions exactly the same?”
 
How can you give an ocean of love to non-deserving people and deprive me of even a few drops, which I truly deserve?”
 
What’s running through his mind? Why he never attempted to search truth? Now full blames on me?? Now fate put me in such a condition where I am forced to leave in silence, without knowing truth”
 
Forced to become scarecrow for hours to witness what heart doesn’t want to🥺🔥
Nobody really cares!!!!”
 
My corridor is endless without entry and exit points”
 
Some sudden happenings in life change us so swiftly we hardly imagine🔥🥲”
 
I can emotionally feel your tight hugs…. #MyFriend #Corridor “
 

“Want to correct that foolishness

Want to live my life once more”
 
“I can’t hate you, though I can’t love you🥲”
 
“Can you count the number of times, you made me believe, you don’t love me?😢♾”
 

“Yes, you told me many times,

‘Don’t give love which you never get back.’
But what to do,
My heart never listens”
 

“Sometimes you give people many things they don’t deserve,

Thinking you may never get another chance to give💕
May be love, care or anything else”
 

“I kept on loving you thinking…

I may never get a chance to love you again😞😞 #Truth “
 

“”Your pain is reflecting in your face nowadays. I can’t see you like this” ~ Abhi

“Because I have stopped acting. Everyone is busy in their own worlds. I assumed wrong, everyone is watching me. Fear is slowly vanishing from me” ~ Meera”
 
“I have been following the path of someone else all these days, when I lost myself”
 

“You never knew I have been acting all these days.

If I tell the truth, me too!!”
 
“I failed to cry before you and you failed to decode my tears and emotions”
 

“A return journey is not possible

That leads to my world of dreams and desires🦋
Because I slipped & fell down on my path somewhere
Along with thousands of assumptions and imaginations
Woven by my mind to complete that dream journey💔😞”
 

“No one can bring me back to previous self….

Not even you”
 

“Where is my mind, which slips away from me,

Never giving a chance to hold”
 
“You two are lucky, because you can communicate even in silence without exchanging words💕💕 #Abhi”
 
“A human being fails to cry when his mind is filled with infinite question marks, giving contradictory answers ⁉️”
 
“If I get someone to kill this ‘Meera’!!”
 
“Her mind flew away from there. But Abhi didn’t notice it as always”
 
“I think in different ways at different times #Paradox”
 
Ya, it’s OK. I can adjust if I try as usual. 🤗🤗
But why should I do it every time?🤔😐😕”
 
It’s one of the most painful moments
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When you part with someone every time,
You have a feel, “I am no one to you”
And you can’t express your feelings before that person too💔”
 
He went far away after teaching me, what’s love💕💕”
 

“Ya, it’s OK. I can adjust if I try as usual. 🤗🤗

But why should I do it every time?🤔😐😕”
 
I think in different ways at different times” #Paradox
 
I can’t hate you though I can’t love you🥲”
 
Can you count the number of times, you made me believe, you don’t love me?😢♾”
 
Yes, you told me many times, don’t give love which you never get back. But what to do, my heart never listens”
 

“Sometimes you give people many things they don’t deserve,

Thinking you may never get another chance to give💜💕
May be love, care or anything else”
 
I kept on loving you thinking… I may never get a chance to love you again 😞😞 #Truth “
 
“Your pain is reflecting in your face nowadays. I can’t see you like this” ~ Abhi
“Because I have stopped acting. Everyone is busy in their own worlds. I assumed wrong, everyone is watching me. Fear is slowly vanishing from me” ~ Meera “
 
I have been following the path of someone else all these days, when I lost myself”
 
You never knew I have been acting all these days. If I tell the truth, me too!!”
 
I failed to cry before you and you failed to decode my tears and emotions”
 

“A return journey is not possible

That leads to my world of dreams and desires🦋
Because I slipped & fell down on my path somewhere
Along with thousands of assumptions and imaginations
Woven by my mind to complete that dream journey💜💔😞”
 
No one can bring me back to previous self…. Not even you”
 
Where is my mind, which slips away from me,
Never giving a chance to hold”
 
You two are lucky, because you can communicate even in silence without exchanging words #Abhi”
 
A human being fails to cry when his mind is filled with infinite question marks, giving contradictory answers⁉️”
 
Her mind flew away from there. But Abhi didn’t notice it as always”
 

“Someone’s presence can make you happy and sad at the same time

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Sometimes👀”
 
“The strange feel when all around you know what’s running in your mind, except the one who you want to💔😪”
 
“How could I go far away from you when you were in deep pain?”
 
“So unexpectedly you enter my thoughts
My heart loses its beats for a few moments
Though I warn my thoughts
It’s not listening to my words
Can’t answer your questions without trembling
Can’t face u with confidence
Why my mind is overflowing with happiness
What’s actually going on”
 

“Words are spelled in different contexts

Sometimes in love
Sometimes in duty
Sometimes as promises
And sometimes to get a little comfort”
 
“If you can’t give courage, remain silent. It’s the best thing you can do for someone🤐😷”
 
“Why didn’t you think for a moment and ask, “What do you want? What have you decided? I asked you the same, right?”. Instead you exploded at me”
 

“That 45-minute journey took my life to another destination, a place not even in weird dreams. Totally new and strange. 🔥

Where was I at the beginning of journey,
And where was I when it ended. Hardly can anyone imagine🌪️🌪️🌪️🌪️”
 

“It’s the most close one who can break you the most💔

#Truth”
 
She started forgetting the days when he used to happily talk with her…..
Its memories too”
 
Though you are well aware of negative consequences and future happenings much earlier,
Why often you feel pain when it really happens?”

“Heart gains courage when you love someone beyond limit….

Heart losses courage when you love someone beyond limit….
Two extremes and contradictions of love
First one, in passion to gain
And second one, in fear to lose”
 

“Most times it is two-sided when we assume to be one-sided. Intuitions are mostly true, which we ignore when influenced by noises outside or someone else speaking louder than us, totally overpowering our feelings and thoughts

#Abhi #Meera 💕💕💜💜”
 
“I took rebirth everyday as a new, with new tasks and new problems which I search and find everyday”
 

“Meera died that day

At that moment💔🌪️🔥”
 
“When you lose the most precious thing or moment of your life only because of some silly mistake from your side, whole through your life, you can’t forgive yourself”
 

“Years have passed

Still I can’t take freedom in you
Years have passed
Still you can’t take freedom in me” #Truth #UntoldPromises
 
“The moments when I scared our friendship🔥🌪️”
 
“The moments when my heart tried to grow close and go far from you at the same time✨💫♾♾”
 

“Never keep anything in your mind

Not even dreams 🦋🦋”
 
“Life without dreams is like an empty planet🦋🦋♾♾”
 

“If an unexpected moment can take away everything from you,

An unexpected moment can bring back more than what you asked too🦋♾💕💫”
 

“I wish it existed a little more time!!!

Beautiful moments are always short!!”
 

“It’s a painful moment when you realize,

The person who you believed to understand you –
More than anyone else,
Is not as you expected”
 
We grew close pretending as friends and remained so forever”
 
I told back then, I will never be able to see him in pain and will express the moment when he does so. Yet when it really happened, time changed, situation changed and I became totally helpless”
 
“I strongly believed in you
I strongly believed you will tell me
I forgot everything in that strong belief
But you failed me”
 
How many mistakes will you find in you like this? Why can’t you try to find rights as well?”
 
“Infinite are the words which I dissolved in silence, more than stars in sky 🌠🌠 and more than waves in seas♾”
 
“Perhaps you might have kept things in your memory which I have also done. How can I say!!
Perhaps you might have kept things in the memory which I have forgotten. How can I say!!💕💕💜💜”
 
“When someone else speaks louder than you, you fail to hear your own inner voice which is most times true. Never let anyone to overpower you and take control of your thoughts, mind and brain”
 
“Never let anyone else to take your life decisions. Better you break that relation than losing your dreams and fortunes. Very often you don’t gain enough courage to protest against someone you love, though you are right & he/she is wrong. But finally loss will all be yours only”
 
“When you have just survived from a shock, and didn’t get enough time to recover, second shock will totally destroy you, especially if you are to lose the same reason, which helped you to survive first time💔”
 
“No heart can survive beyond two shocks in quick succession, especially when related to love, relations, and bonds. After that it reaches a stage where it can accept anything on earth with ease💃💃”
 
“When someone makes you remember your forgotten pains, it’s miserable. You might have adjusted your mind somehow, when someone or some incident brings back memories of everything so unexpected. Then you start searching some survival technique to get rid of everything 😕”
 
“When will I fix everything?😕😕”
 
“Those 7 months when my mind stood as silent witness of everything😕😕”
 
If you don’t want to listen I will tell the story to these waves and sea breeze. Let me check if they have ears to listen😝”
 

“When I try to come to close to you, you pretend to go far away. When I tease you pretending to stay away, you become restless and complain. Why are you doing this to me?

Why? Why such a drama if you don’t want me? If you can carry an ocean of love in your heart, why to hide it?”
 
“Why I stopped believing, he loves me?”
 

“At any cost, I shouldn’t have left my self confidence.

At any cost, I shouldn’t have stopped believing, he loves me.
When I lost both, I lost everything💔”
 

“You are so brilliant Meera. You are totally different from other girls. If you have so much thinking power at this age, how could you make such a silly mistake which ruined everything and changed you forever?”

#Krishna
 

“Do you know, till now she is not healed💔

How can she heal when wounds are born every time she starts recovering slowly?”
 

“How can you survive

.
.
How long will you survive
.
.
If you don’t believe in anything?”
 
“”You are saying, you can’t love him. But can you replace him and fix someone else in your heart?” ~ Krishna
“No, I can’t” ~ Meera, in a fraction of seconds
“Can you fix it?” ~ Krishna
“Absolutely” ~ Meera
“If you can’t fix someone else above him, it means you love him most. Accept your love Meera, believe it” ~ Krishna”
 
“Why are you giving so much importance to expressions? Instead why can’t you think how much you adore him in thoughts and in which position you fix him in your heart?”
 
“He told me once, ‘though I lie a lot, I never lie to harm anyone’. But till now he never knows, how his single lie costed me everything!”
 

“When you failed to decode my emotions for the first time though I wished intense,

I failed to cry for the second time💫💫”
 

“Moments just happen

We can never create them, however hard we try💕💕💫💫”
 
“How hard I tried to create moments and failed!!”
 

“Though you are well aware of negative consequences much earlier,

Why often you feel pain when it really happens?”
 

“Just like we forget old path when we take new journey

We forget many pains of life;
A few when time provides medicine, a few without waiting for time to heal and a few, act like lost in memory. Those scars will remain forever. Unless you try to scratch them, it’s OK🤗”
 

” “Why you accepted the defeat?

Why you never fought back?”
“Because I got defeated in love
And I never wanted to survive without it”💕💜💜”
 
Path is same
Visuals are same
Only I look different”
 

“How many tasks we do in life, thinking we may never get a chance again!

How many things we love in intense, thinking we may never get a chance to love again!”
 

“That love died very long back, and its colours too

Only because you were not willing to give it back
But you failed to take back the pain you gave me
And it still stays in me and its perfume.
Love may die, not its pain”
 
“Love can appear as different shades at different points of time, its intensity may vary, moments may chance. But true love remains at core. It’s foolishness to compare feelings& emotions at different times, and to arrive at a conclusion, love doesn’t exist or has changed, if you found a gap or differences.”
 
How will it look like, when someone who brings you from the world of darkness, who you trust you most, who you believe understand you most, pushes you back to that hell, though unknowingly!!”
 

“I was crying whole day

Yet managed to hide all those tears in fever and cold
And everyone believed me too!”
 
“Sometimes heart can’t withstand intense happy moments, when received so unexpected💕💕”
 
“Sometimes madness is a blessing, when you are deprived of tears”
 

“I was sure you will return some day

That’s my strong faith in you.
That’s the only reason why
Though she discouraged thousand times
And my mind was confused beyond infinity
I kept waiting for this single moment to happen.
Till this moment I am not sure
If I am right or wrong”
 

“You boasted many times, you know me 100%

But you don’t know at least 1% of me
Truth is that you never tried.
How much close where we too
But drifted apart in a moment and communication broken
You never realized, there could be some strong reason💔💔”
 

“You could have told one strong word and left, instead of drifting from me.

Sometimes a single word is so powerful to end thousands of confusions which we carry in mind without any reasons.”
 
“Do you know when I see you gloomy, totally broken and tears in eyes, I unknowingly transform to a burning candle melting inside, with lost freedom of expressing myself????”
 
“If our siblings or parents do some mistake, won’t we forgive them? Can I leave them? Then why can’t I give you pardon? Yes, I often feel sad, angry and a mix of so many unknown emotions. Sometimes I hate myself, you and everything on earth. Yet I control myself and ask my mind not to hate, and pardon and withstand everything. It helps me to adjust myself”
 
“You claim you don’t believe in expressions.
You claim you don’t expect anything.
Then why did you expect me to express, Meera? ~ Hari 
#Untold #Dreams 🦋🌈”
 

” “Is sorrow the only reality?” ~ Meera

“Happiness is mostly a stranger!” ~ Krishna “
 
I can’t fix my broken heart. Yet I shall try my best to love you”
 
One-sided love is not always one-sided We just don’t know the other side”
 
“With who you are fighting?
With a person who has lost all battles fought🥺🚶‍♀️”
 
“We both are so close to each other that I never bother about our physical parting”
 
“Some moments…..
We can’t keep to ourselves for long time
We can’t own them too
Only thing we can do is to
Treasure those simple moments,
And never complain💕”

“How can I smile when

.
I see you struggling to make me believe, you are happy
.
I see you deeply broken inside, still smile at me to make me happy
.
I feel I am responsible for your tears
.
I fail to bring back your joys and dreams every time”
 

“I want to take a deep sleep and wake up as a dream in your eyes🦋🦋

Before I die and reborn everyday as another Meera💕💕♾♾”
 
Many thoughts started whirling in her mind together in high speed without any break”
 
“Have you ever thought why I moved away from you so suddenly?
Because you rejected me exactly the moment when I realized I can’t go far away from you.
But still now, till this moment I speak, yes I know, you are not aware of it💔”
 
Last time when it stopped raining in my dreams
A teardrop that waited to come out of your eyes
Spilled on my hand
Suddenly I took away my hand
To realize it was a raindrop only.
Suddenly my eyes started pouring &
I kept its last drop in my heart
Hidden from everyone
Not sure why!”
 
“I really wish you know my side of story someday
I really wish I know your side of story someday💥💥”
 
I have a story you never knew
You have a story I never knew”
 
From that day
.
.
To this day
Each moment when your presence makes me remember
I never owned a special place in your heart
I take rebirth as another Meera
And you never knew”
 
Did he read my thoughts without letting me know? Is it the reason why he goes far away from me?”
 
“This time she didn’t give an opinion. Might be thinking I am right or decided to remain neutral. May be correcting the mistake once done”
 
“Without demanding anything,
Someone gives so much care and love beyond expectations.
When you start loving it,
Suddenly tries to distance you without any reason.
Then what will you do? How will you respond?” #Irony
 
Better we never knew each other💔”
 
“Till this moment you never know
What drifted us apart
Till this moment you might be thinking
It was me who never wanted you
Till this moment you never know
How much you hurt me
And till this moment you never know
How much I loved you once!💜🦋💕
Some truths are never unfolded💔🌪️”
 
“From end to new beginning ♾♾♾♾♾”
 
IT’S ONLY A BEGINNING ….. NOT THE END
EVERY END MARKS THE BEGINNING OF SOMETHING ELSE💕💕
WHO KNOWS WE MEET AGAIN AS STRANGERS TO COMPLETE THE STORY
OR DRAW CONNECTIONS IN FUTURE
AND TRAVEL THE SAME PATH WHERE WE PARTED ONCE💜💜
💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
 
 
 
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Sandy

A freelance writer and blogger by profession since October 2011, interested in writing over a wide range of topics. Hope you enjoy my writings. I belong to one of the beautiful places of the world, Kerala, nicknamed as 'God's own country'.

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